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the Journey of my mind

I cannot write poetry . However,what I write, I cannot call it prose. Whenever I've shown it to someone they said it was poetry. You read and decide then let me know



Sunday, 22 March 2026

Mask

 Mask


Human face.

No eyes.

No ears.

No nose.


No mouth to speak.


Just a mask

in a gallery.


Holes

where something should have been.


Who will wear it?


Will you give it

your eyes—

your ears—

your breath?


Will you lend it

a voice?


If it is yours,

you will feel it—

a pulse

rising in the chest,


something pressing

toward speech.


The mouth waits.

The nose trembles.

The ears open.

The eyes begin to shine.


Or else—

it remains

what it was:


a mask

in a gallery.

Unbecoming

 23.03.2026

The unborn child,

conceived with love,

kept from becoming.


A decision.

Practicality.


You return

in dreams—

a tiny head,

glistening with amniotic fluid,

cradled within the womb,

whispers—

“Why did you knock me out?”


I wish I had

let those tiny hands

curl around my finger.


But—

I was not the mother then.

I was a woman

trying to create my life,

to fulfil my dreams.


You would have altered everything.


Today—

no guilt.

Only tenderness

fills.


You remain.


Still, 

I wonder—

is it sorrow

or something stronger

that asks again—

“Why?”

Tuesday, 17 March 2026

Grave stories

 Cemeteries abound in memories.

Dust to dust, bodies vanish.

Headstones inscribed with love

Keep the dead alive—

In names and dates,

In loving memory.


Cemeteries abound in stories,

Stories of the dead—once alive.

Stories of love, sickness, or crime.

Headstones tell different tales:

Some of love,

Some with just names,

Or marked by a single cross.


Cemeteries abound in stories.

Rich, engraved marble mausoleums

Hold histories long gone.

Dates speak of lives cut short

Or lived too long.


Cemeteries abound in stories.

Some tombstones, sparkling clean,

Others lost under overgrown grass,

Speak of love—and its absence.

Flowers on some tell of visits,

by loved ones

Others lie forgotten, covered in dust.


Even in death,

Our stories endure.


My grave lies empty,

Waiting to tell my story.

Half a Life

 17.03.2026

I am half alive

Because I have yet to find

Who I am.


I am half alive,

Unaware of

My true calling.


I am half alive

Because I cannot speak

All that fills my mind.


I am half alive

Torn between

Myself and my family.


I am half alive,

Searching for

The treasures within me.


I am half alive—

Yet I know,

One day I shall find

What is truly mine.

Monday, 16 March 2026

Tree

 03.03.2026


Most mornings
I wake up and see this tree-
What peace it brings to me!
Swaying gently in the breeze
against the blue sky,
Bringing pleasure to my eyes.

A home to birds, squirrels and insects
This tree is the best.
Dogs rest under its shade
On hot, sunny days.
Men lean against its trunk
To smoke a cigarette .

This tree outside my window
is the best.

Passersby gather around
Its branches,
engaged in small talk.
This tree outside my window
is a blessing from God.

Standing tall and firm,
Yet gently swaying ,rustling,
Braving cold winters,
Hot sun, and monsoon storms,
this tree outside my window-
Is what  God wants to tell us all-
Be gentle, kind and firm‐-
whatever  storms may come.

ACROSTIC

 SRISHTI


So you came into our lives,
Raising new hopes,
Instantly  bringing happiness,
Soothing woes.

Held close to my heart,
Tiny and trembling in my arms
In you,  I found true love.


HEIGHT 


Height is deceiving. 
Erases cracks and crooked edges
Inlaid within perfect grids and ordered lines .
Google maps smooth the scars,
Hiding peeling paint and dirt
Till you touch the earth 


AJANTA CHAKRABORTY 

Practice with Arcostic poetry form.
The first alphabets of each line spell Ajanta Chakraborty 
 

And I watch the sun
Just peeping from behind a lumpy white cloud
As another day breaks.
Noise of the waking city
Thaws my sleepy mind
And I jump out of bed.
Churning through my daily chores
Hurriedly I get ready—
After all, I must live this day
Kindly, simply being me.
Remembering my duties to myself
Amassing all my strength
Braving my innate laziness,
Obediently I sit.
Retracing my thoughts,
Thinking what I should write,
Yesterday’s memories return.




MOTHER
Most nights
Our days of togetherness,
Tender moments ,
Hover into my sleep
Erasing pain.
Restored, refreshed, I wake again. 


SRISHTI

So you came into our lives,
Raising new hopes,
Instantly  bringing happiness,
Soothing woes.

Held close to my heart,
Tiny and trembling in my arms
In you,  I found true love.


Faith is my biggest healer

Finding my core
Amidst the chaos in life
Is the quiet courage
That keeps me rising ,
Holding me steady as I dare new heights 


FATHER 27.02.2026 

For six years now you are gone.
Amidst life's chaos
Timeless memories come alive
Helping us to live on.
Everlasting in your gentle charm,
Remembered always, with much love.

DEEP. 02.03.2026
Down memory  lane
Eternal bliss remains.
Emerging thoughts
Pave the way.






Saturday, 14 March 2026



12.12.2025

Festive mood in the -

air, here and there, everywhere .

Chritmas is coming .


The banjaras sit

With their mortars and grinders.

Few buy, few pass by.


13.12.2026

The pavement their home.

With blankets and stoves, waiting -

For their wares to sell.


14.12.2025.

In the festive air

I see despair  in their eyes.

No one buys their wares.


15.12.2025 

Husband, wife and child,

Standing together, urging

People to buy toys.


No one looks at them.

Sometimes a balloon is bought

And sometimes a ball.


16.12.2025


The Banjara kids

Tug at other kids to buy

Streamers and balloon


17.12.2025

The fair is over

Bricks, burst balloons  lie scattered.

The banjaras  gone.